Happy Father's Day!

So I'd like to take time to say happy fathers day to my daddy. Although he isn't an internet junkie and will probably never see this :( he is amazing in every way!  He's always there for me, like most dads, and I'm of course daddy's little girl. SO raise your glass to your dad, and ALL the daddies out there!...especially those who have passed, aren't with us, or are fighting for our country overseees.  <3

Anyways, since I'm sick (most likely strep) BOOOOOOO, here's fifteen things you never knew, and probably don't really even care about. Just to get to know me a little more at the start of this blogg...

1. I'm obsesssssed with turtles. Hence "Turtle Doves" (yeah i know, those are birds, btu c'mon its definetely cathier! plus turtle doves are symbols of love)  (:
2. I love to sing. Ever since I was a little girl I have been writing songs and harmonizing along with tapes.
3. I play multiple instruments. I may not be Mozart or genious on any one in particular, but music is my way of communication, I just can't NOT learn moree <3
4. I'm very good at helping people with their problems. really, if anyone out there reading this needs help with something, just ask. I'd be glad to share advice (:
5. I'm always sick...really its annoying. With lady problems that take me to the hospital, getting an emergencey cholecystectomy (gall bladder removal), having 11 different doctors, and now sick again (seeing another new doc. on Tues.) plus this whoel strep on the side, all in one year...its fabulous -.-
6. I'm in love with my inner child. I even have a Webkinz account (that i currently use i might add! thanks Mrs. Schillah for givin me that moose on surgery day<3) and whenever I get the chance, I'll gladly get out the old VHS tapes and have movie marathons with my favorite classics (hooray for Scooby Doo and Alladin).
7. I love kids. Being 16 I'm obviously waiting for marriage and kids and such, so I'll babysit instead. But being a kid myself, I seem to reachout more to them, which can really help me out later in life when I plan to study in the field of child life services and help kiddies in the hospital feel more comfortable and safe. (:
8. Double Bubble. nuff said (: I chew as much as I can get, no joke.
9. I'm one of those kinds of people who says it as it is. Really guys, enough is enough with all the bullshit. Too many times have I been played and cheated because of dishonesty. So when I talk, it's all me, all real. I might not be able to make other people join with it, but it'll make a difference with at least a few people who get to know me and realize it's actually so much cooler to be the real you.
10. I like to rant. I complain (like any normal teenage girl) and I'm not afraid to create that annoying list of things that bug me, it kinda goes along with the whole says it as it is personality, but oh well, its a new number (:
11. Justin Bieber.....Yes, I do love him. But even more than him is Eminem(: he is my husband along with Ashton Kutcher, Patrick Dempsy...........ohkay I love boys. It's fun.
12. I love to fish, and hunt, and boat, and tube, and water ski. All of that. I'm an outdoors girl(:
13. I'm a cheerleader. But seriously, if one more person cringes at that I will piss on their face. Everyone seems to stereotype us cheerleaders. Not all of us are bitchy whores like they are in all the movies. I might be blonde and perky and I may always smile, but I'm definetely one of "those girls." I'd annoy myself too much..
14. I love math. Algebra<3 <3 <3  I love how I can have this huge mess of number and letters and symbols and I can jus tpick up my pencil and solve it. If only my life could be like a math equation.........
15. LAST ONE!!!!  I have many fears. Don't let me fool you into thinking I'm this fearless son of a bitch who takes life as it is with one breath. It may seem that way sometimes, but when I take life as it is, it comes with emotion and fear. I'm claustrophobic, arachniphobic, acrophobic, I hate bugs, I'm terrified of the dark (i sleep with a nightlight), I'm really actually afraid of what people will think of me. Even though I embarress myself a lot and I do things no matter what, sometime those butterlfies arrive when I'm onstage or talking to a crowd. Most of all though, I'm terrified of being alone. It scares me. I've never had luck with guys. I've had three most recent guys cheat on me (one I dated 9 months and he cheated on me 3 times, and the day after we broke up he was with that last girl he decided was better than me (Soo NOT true). I'm insecure sometimes. And i realize this is really personal and I probably shouldn't be too in detail, but c'mon, that shit is fake and that's not how this blog is gonna be.

Well, there we go....

 

With love and turtles,

xoxo Jackie

p.s.   NEW TO YOUTUBE!!! if I ever decide to upload videos check em out  *sugarcanejax*